He Is Coming Home :)

June 16, 2017

I hope you guys are doing great. Honestly I miss blogging a lot, I miss reading your stories. :(

But, seems like I have a lot of other priorities to do before I am leaving for good. Fuhhh. Just bought one way flight ticket home and it will be the final home-bound flight from Europe, together with the other girls. After all these 6 years, finally I am going home for good :) Alhamdulillah. 

Anyway, someone is coming home as well! It was out of my plan actually, but it turned out that he's coming home! Those who've read my blog for awhile, I guess you know what it is, right? Hihi.

See you in Malaysia soon, Kelly :)

Be safe throughout your journey crossing the world, I am so happy that you are going to travel a lot. 


We are now in the final 10 days of Ramadhan, hopefully we are still striving our best to perform well this Ramadhan. :)

The most important thing I've learned throughout Ramadhan so far... is patience. Every day is a brand new challenge, honestly it feels totally different upon finishing the studies haha. Keep strong, Nina. At least, you've lost few kg. :p

InsyAllah, I will sit down properly to write a better post, very soon ameen ameen!

Salam ramadhan, people :)

Hradec Kralove, Czech

Life Unavoidable Dramas

June 6, 2017

It felt like yesterday when I finished this struggling journey and to be honest, I realized I missed A LOT of things happening around me within this period. You know when you suddenly came out of your comfort-but-not-that-comfort zone, dush there you go, a brand new life that you need to think and decide. 

Enjoying life dramas. :)

Yes, my life is full of dramas currently, including quarter-life crisis. Hahaha. Too old. I am not going to share here specifically but well, life is a continuous battle, just like how medicine is a continuous learning process. Arguments over nonsense ideas, debates over unnecessary things - that are the headache parts. Not to forget, discussion over the next stages of life - working, settling down, further study, having a family, contribution to own family. 

Wow. I feel like an adult when I am basically already an adult. A young adult.

I think students always think about future (at least I do), but all these 'future' things become much more significant when a tiring phase of life is done. I am not saying studying is a burden, in fact all people need to study and always in the process of learning to be someone better. But, I think you get the point, right? 

It's never too late to start over. If you weren't happy with yesterday, try something different today. Don't stay stuck. Do better. - quote

Take a seat and think about all the possible consequences. Fight for your life target as the route is full of roses and thorns. Move on if life is NOT according to your plan only AFTER you've try your best. It is just not meant for you. 

You. Me. 
Yes, I am talking to myself. 

I always have this thought that "Am I too old for this?" "Am I too late to make changes?" And the answer that I decided to hold on to for now is 'no'. :)

Goodbye is approaching really soon. Gonna miss this. 

p/s - Goodbye Transsiberian route, I'll get back to you in a more proper way :) 
p/s/s - Any post-graduation / jobless / working life advice, please? Hihi

Hradec Kralove, Czech

A New Life Chapter

June 3, 2017

Assalamualaikum and hi guys! :)

I keep on writing and backspacing right now but still I can't put my feeling into words. Ya Allah, it was such a wonderful feeling when the doctors announced the results that time. Nerve-wrecking.

1st June 2016 2017. hehe, thanks!

Just to imagine, that was the day to see where the future will lead me to. And how my life in this beautiful country will come to the end. Deep inside, I kept on praying hard hoping with Allah's blessings and the barakah of Ramadhan... I really want to get it done. But, I knew I need to accept whatever Allah has planned for me, if maybe it would not be according to my plan. 

Alhamdulillah, a new life chapter, with new responsibilities.

I know the life ahead will be more challenging and heart-aching but insyAllah let's just feel this moment, just for a while :)

Alhamdulillah for all the awesome and bad experiences. 
Alhamdulillah for all the strengths to stand up to face all challenges. 
Alhamdulillah for the body, mind and soul for allowing me to do this, something I have regret sometimes. 

Special thanks to Ayah Mak AbgLong AbgNgah for the continuous prayers, for never-ending supports and for not being annoyed with all the whining and complaints I shared with you guys through out these 2+6 years. Ya Allah, I can't believe I took 8 years to reach this position. When the study timeline was a bit diverted than other people but insyAllah right now I feel blessed to have been going through these years and to be exact to be in this country, in this university. 

Thank you dear friends who have been with me together in this journey.

"Do we realize we spend 1/4 of our life here, at the age we can remember all those moments, with all technologies to record all the memories?" - Jawahir

Thank you guys for reading the blog and keep on praying for my friends and I. Thank you so much for missing me in this blogging world *terharu*. InsyAllah I will keep doing appreciation through out my life, so many people to be mentioned if not here, insyAllah you guys will always be in my heart and prayers. 

Salam Ramadhan everyone. :)

And once again, thank you so much. All of you. 

Hradec Kralove, Czech

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