It's Gonna Be Okay :)

November 2, 2016

No matter what you've been through here you are.
No matter if you think you're falling apart.
It's gonna be OKAY!

image for autumn in Hradec Kralove, Czech
View from O&G department

It was a tiring month. But enjoyable as well. 

I just finished a final exam for O&G, well sakit puan kiranya. I admit that women are complicated that's why we have a special department just for women, unfortunately most doctors in this department are men. :D

Twitter is the place I spam (quite a lot) about academic or medical stuffs, so, I think I won't write a lot about my study in blog. Ye lah, Twitter ni lebih macam medium sharing on the spot, while blog is where I sit down and write a long post. But, I'll try to write about medicine occasionally here, insyAllah. 

Ramai yang tak tahu my course rupanya, hehe I managed to hide it well then. :)

Thanks to my lovely housemate for this song. The best one to cheer me up. 

Honestly, after experiencing an emotional September, I was having a hard time to calm myself, and to remove all the negative thoughts. It was so not me when I sat alone studying, then suddenly out of nowhere my tears dropped. All songs became triggers. Mental breakdown I must say. Fighting against myself to be the Nina before. 

Crying is not my thing. Crying over exams, I can count it over my 6 years here. But... this time, crying over nothing was something different.

Becoming heartless sometimes was also not my style.
I am not heartless and I don't want to be heartless.

I love sharing my thoughts with people, and when I just could not do that, it's torturing me.

Alhamdulillah, for all the supports from people around me.

I don't want to be depressed. I wanna be happy, as long as I am not doing anything that disobey Him. Ameen.

So, let's go for an adventure!
May Allah bless.

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